“To Live”

I saw a story about a girl who died of a incurable disease yesterday.

Then, I could not sleep at all last night because I thought about the story too much. There have been many opportunities for me to think about “life", but when I think about my life, it has always been life equal to the future. I often force myself to think“now”is more important than tomorrow, but what I'm doing here today is, after all,in order to have “nice tomorrow”.

Maybe, this is the way we all economic beings are, and maybe it cannot be helped. But I think those who face the difficulty in seeing the future could come by this ability to comprehend what the present gives us.

What I've said above may not make any sence, but I had to write down what I thought last night, otherwise I would not be able to go to sleep again;(

Good night kx